over time i gain'd an esteem upon which, is usually held down by commentary.
i can use perseverance to make atomies disappear without a trace.
traces that copied others patterns and ways of expressing.
they used that replica because they have no thought of their own.
being anti-social for the past 3 months has made me gain so much.
much more than petty talents that would appease others but a change.
i have taken life by the hair and beat it down to become my slave.
i have hurt life and i have made it suffer.
i saw through pain and sickness. i gained benefits from the negativities.
i learned to fade.
"i have found a place where all that sand can be lifted off my fucking eyes."